Tomorrow is the big day! I leave from Cleveland to
Washington DC, make a stop in Copenhagen, Denmark, and then on to Helsinki,
Finland, where some of my family will pick me up from the airport (most don’t
speak English though). My second cousin Tarja (Tha-di-a) will then meet me at
my apartment where she has brought a few things like sheets, cooking things, a
hair dryer and wants to help me with anything she has extra that I can borrow.
She has my keys and speaks fluent English. I think I will be spending a lot of
time with her. I am very excited but also nervous. I have never lived in a big
city or spent more than one day in one. I suspect that finding my way to
classes will be my first major struggle. I will basically be starting over as a
freshman! I think this will help me grow as a person though.
Some people may be wondering why I picked Finland in the
first place. Many of you may have to look at a map to even know where it is. When
I decided I wanted to study abroad (freshman year) I was set on going to Italy.
I had a very romantic view of the country, and thought it would be a great
place to spend some time. When having a conversation with someone who had
already studied abroad, I was asked why I picked Italy. I stated my few
reasons, but he did not seem convinced that this was the place for me. I was
then asked why not Finland? After all I am 50% Finnish and have never been
there. After a few days of reflecting I realized that studying abroad was not
only a chance for me to see a new culture, but a chance for me to see a country
that means so much to my family.
In my house Finnish
is spoken everyday by my mom and grandparents, but I cannot speak more than a
few sentences. I spoke it when I was younger but after going to kindergarten, did
not use it anymore. I have always wanted to speak it but have never put in the
effort needed. It has taken my
grandmother (who is going to be 85) getting sick for me to truly realize how
important it is for me to go. As resilient as my grandparents are to keep
living and working, they are not going to be here forever and I only have so
much time to learn their story and history. My grandma, Mumma as we call her
which means grandma in Finnish, has a blood disease that has caused her body to
quit producing blood. She is now going through chemo to trick her body into
thinking it has cancer so that it starts producing again. She told me right
before I left that only 40% of people live, I was again reminded of the limited
time I had to get to Finland and get home. One specific goal I have is to find
out if her farm is still standing and visit it. I want to learn the language
and culture and continue that when I get home. My goal is to only speak Finnish
to my grandparents and mom once I return.
Besides family reasons, I want to go to Finland because it
has one of the best school systems in the world! Higher education is normally
free, but since I am in an exchange program I had to pay. Finland is also one
of the countries that during the economic crisis in 2008 stayed stable and was
a lender to other EU countries. I am very interested in learning more about
Finnish economics since I already know taxes are very high. I have researched
some on current events but will continue this once I get there. I want to learn
everything I can about Finland and its role in the world.
This is a brief introduction to my trip. It has been a very
difficult road so far but I know it will be worth it. I hope you will continue
reading. I feel I will have a lot to talk about as I experience a new chapter
in my life. I don’t think I can go without briefly mentioning Catlin Yager. I
was very sorry to hear about this tragedy. I did not know her very well but she
was supposed to study in Russia and spend a weekend or so with me in Finland.
My condolences to her family and everyone who knew her.
I am happy to answer any questions about my experience and
studying abroad in general.
Danie Chirdon
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